Going for surgery in the morning.
Have you ever had an experience so unpleasant or shocking that you refuse to acknowledge it?This is the very situation. I know for a month now. I refused to even think about it. I won't let it all sink in and accept it. It does not help that school has kept me busy. Sec 4s, tournaments and all.
No time to deal with it. Don't think about it. It won't happen. Wishful thinking. Illogical.
Madam Sim asked why I did not tell her earlier. How could I, when I myself refuse to believe it.
Fear manifests itself in many forms. The most common form of disguise that fear takes is anger. Can't suppress fear. It wants to be heard and dissipate from the source, the person. Covered and hidden, it brews, it breeds, it feeds.
Morning arrives. Going under the knife.
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