Randomness

You know they changed the taxi stand at Seiyu Bugis? Goes to show how long since I have been there. Went to the National Library at Middle Road yesterday. My first time in years. I even borrowed books. How cool is that? Of course I had to pay $0.60 in fines that I owed since forever. Hah hah. Ok, got my daughter to the babysitter today so that I can work and perhaps scrap some.

Sigh...sometimes I think people don't understand that teachers don't exactly have holidays. I still work during the hols. I still have to start preparing for the new year's curriculum. The pending projects etc. And the worst thing is it is the lack of understanding from family. Of course, I have flexibility on where and when to do my work but they still need to get done right?

Sometimes, I think I am giving myself all this pressure on being a good mum. I feel guilty for working and not taking care of my daughter. I wish I am a SAHM but during the hols, I do sometimes wish for time for myself. I am so tired. When I am with my daughter, nothing gets done. No work, housework etc...just spending time with her. Then, I feel guilty cos I don't cook for my husband. Sigh....life is such a delicate balance. How do moms over the world do it? And how do moms over the world seem to make life perfect? I wonder....